“What’s Wrong, Leander?”

[Dutch Lock Down Day Three Hundred Thirty Seven]

…I don’t know….

Then why do I feel like I’m forgetting something. Avoiding something? Procrastinating?

….gently depressed?

But first the news:

• Coronavirus hits international community hard; jobs and income under threat
• No excess mortality for first time since September
• With the appeal looming, Dutch government makes final push to protect national curfew

I think part of this is that I just went through a lot of shit and it’s mostly resolved, so now I can stop freaking the fuck out.

Or maybe it’s because I’m blinking, coming awake from being asleep / surviving for so long that I’m just now aware of the world around me.

Or maybe the Dutch sun is just too freaking shiny happy fun times today.

Or maybe it’s a Friday.