Tag: health

  • Caffeine and Consent

    Caffeine and Consent

    Fast food is a treat! Sugar is a treat! Caffeine is a goddamn blessing sometimes. And I mean that in the most reverent, fully-caffeinated way possible. The thing is, when I was a kid, none of these things were “allowed.” Not really. Not with joy. Not with balance. Not with that soft internal yes that…

  • Radiant Emotional Chaos

    Radiant Emotional Chaos

    Somewhere along the line, we were told — taught, shown, reinforced — that it’s not okay to be proud of ourselves. Not really. Not in a bold, radiant, or unapologetic way. It’s “confidence” if it’s humble and palatable. But anything more than that, and suddenly, it’s vanity, ego, and arrogance. Especially if you’re not a…

  • Takin’ Care of Business

    Takin’ Care of Business

    Two projects have been haunting me for what feels like an eternity. I’m not exaggerating — one’s been sitting there for over three years (dutch companies, you monster), and the other one, california love, has been quietly judging me from the corner of my to-do list for more than a year. They’re the kind of…

  • Dancing for Myself And

    Dancing for Myself And

    There will be a point where I want to perform again. I know this. It’s not today. It’s probably not tomorrow. But it’ll show up like a cat on the windowsill — soft, insistent, familiar. Performance will tug at me again, but this time, I want to answer it without the self-destruction. Without the body…

  • Does That Make Me Crazy?

    Does That Make Me Crazy?

    The official 4K video for “Crazy” by Gnarls Barkley from the album ‘St. Elsewhere’ – available now! Lyrics I remember when I remember, I remember when I lost my mind There was something so pleasant about that place Even your emotions have an echo in so much space And when you’re out there without care…

  • Taking Care Of Rain

    Taking Care Of Rain

    Saying no is so much harder than it should be. Like, ridiculously hard. Not because I don’t want to say no, but because somewhere along the way, I got trained to prioritize everyone else’s comfort over my own peace. My own safety. My own gut feeling that something’s not okay here. That I don’t like…

  • One Page at a Time

    One Page at a Time

    The World is a Book? Sure. But I Might Be on a Different Chapter Right Now. If the world were a book, and if the act of travel were equivalent to flipping pages, then yeah, I guess if you live and die in the same town, maybe you’ve only read a page. Or a paragraph.…

  • Exploring Fear, Feeling Broken, and Self-Confidence

    Exploring Fear, Feeling Broken, and Self-Confidence

    I recently circled a few core emotions in my journalling: fear, feeling broken, and struggling with self-confidence. These feelings seem tangled together, but as I dig deeper, I realize they might each have roots.

  • ‘Excited much?’

    ‘Excited much?’

    Gather ’round, kids, it’s time for a language lesson.

  • Navigating the Maze of Exhaustion: A Journey Through Total Fatigue

    Navigating the Maze of Exhaustion: A Journey Through Total Fatigue

    Have you ever felt so tired that even the simplest tasks seem like Herculean efforts? I’m talking about that bone-deep weariness that transcends physical tiredness and seeps into every aspect of your being – emotional, psychological, and physical. It me.

  • Wake Up, Beauty, It’s Time to Beast: Resistance Bands

    Wake Up, Beauty, It’s Time to Beast: Resistance Bands

    The beauty of resistance band exercises lies in their versatility and accessibility. They can be done anywhere, from the comfort of your home to the local park, making them a valuable addition to any fitness regimen. They’re not just about getting a workout but enhancing your strength, mobility, and overall wellness.

  • Wake Up, Beauty, It’s Time to Beast: Pilates

    Wake Up, Beauty, It’s Time to Beast: Pilates

    Pilates’ focus on mind-body connection, the variety of exercises, and its benefits for core and upper body strength make it a valuable addition to any fitness regimen. It’s not just about getting a workout; it’s about enhancing overall wellness, building strength, and improving mobility. And those are benefits that everyone can appreciate.