Damnit, Underlying Anger, Fuck OFF

[Dutch Lock Down Day Two Hundred Thirty Five]

It’s four minutes until my bedtime and I just found out from the news that St. Martin’s holiday is off because of the partial lockdown.

#FuckingFUCK

But first the news:

• First large-scale rapid coronavirus test facility opens in Groningen
• New coronavirus cases plunge below 5,000, regional curfew may be off the table
• No complete Covid lockdown expected for hard-hit Dutch regions: report

I’ve had this underlying anger for a couple of weeks now.

I don’t know why.

I’m trying to figure it out.

But it’s hard.

There are SO MANY things to be happy about – the president elect, the VICE PRESIDENT ELECT, my job is kickass awesome, the kids have super runny noses but that’s about it, Pfizer announced a vaccine – so, seriously, what the actual fuck, brain.