Dutch Lock Down Day Twenty Nine

Alternative Title: Hello, Darkness, My Old Friend

Except I think I’ve used that title before.

Also, today was ROUGH.

But first the news:

We’ve hit the four week mark, officially, of this lock down thing here in the Netherlands. This week and next are officially on lockdown as well.

And then?

Theoretically all the daycares and schools will open.

We still don’t have a vaccine.

We don’t know if antibodies are created even if your symptoms are only light.

We don’t know what the future holds.

Or what normal looks like.

Or anything, really.

I was overwhelmed this morning.

No trigger.

Just crying.

So I took the day off.

I’m not recovered?

But I’m feeling better.

I hope you are, too.