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  • All Hail Fluoxetine

    [Dutch Lock Down Day Four Hundred Thirty Nine] I ate. I took fluoxetine. I went on a Very Long Walk ™. And the next day when I woke up, I felt a million times better. This is what depression looks like…. You’re fine. You’re juggling balls. Then you forget meds. Or one too many balls…

  • I Crashed

    [Dutch Lock Down Day Four Hundred Thirty Eight] This morning I full on crashed. Lashed out at my partner. Screamed. Howled. And then slept for hours. In the midst of it, though, I reached out to the doctor’s office and told them I was Not Good ™. Then, because I was asleep and didn’t answer…

  • And Then

    [Dutch Lock Down Day Four Hundred Thirty Seven]

  • Really Moving Back to the States

    [Dutch Lock Down Day Four Hundred Thirty Six] This morning I have practiced my Dutch by filling out the Lijst van Zaken (list of stuff we’re taking or leaving or is up for debate) and the Vragenlijst Over de Woning (questions about the house) and have quite a few things planned this weekend to prep…

  • Posts

    [Dutch Lock Down Day Four Hundred Thirty Five] A friend reached out the other day, “Hey, you still managing? Haven’t seen a blog post in a bit. Not that I cyber stalk you or anything.” And they’re right. I’m not okay. This whole OMG WE’RE MOVING TO AMERICA IN AUGUST thing is really running me…

  • Deadly

    [Dutch Lock Down Day Four Hundred Thirty Four]

  • But

    [Dutch Lock Down Day Four Hundred Thirty Three]

  • Silent

    [Dutch Lock Down Day Four Hundred Thirty Two]

  • Of

    [Dutch Lock Down Day Four Hundred Thirty One] (Happy birthday to me!)

  • Round

    [Dutch Lock Down Day Four Hundred Thirty]

  • Another

    [Dutch Lock Down Day Four Hundred Twenty Nine]

  • I’m Kinda Scared To Post This, If I’m Honest

    [Dutch Lock Down Day Four Hundred Twenty Eight] This week has been…. fine. I’m fine. The kids are fine. Mostly. The house has not burned down. I’m just as shocked as you are. But first the news: Brussels, MEPs agree compromise deal on EU coronavirus travel permit Many teachers worried about full reopening of secondary…